Darkside of The Sun

Nice Quote

2011-04-21T00:44:00.001+08:00

"Dare you take a leap of faith?

Or become an old man,

filled with regret,

waiting to die alone?"

Saito, Inception (2010)

勇气去了哪儿？？？

2011-04-15T01:21:00.000+08:00

我。。。

跌倒了不上下十几次。。。

从新站回起来也不上下几次。。。

但这次的倒。。。

却是跌的最伤的。。。

现在的我。。。

连从新站起来的勇气都没了。。。

对生活失去了盼望。。。

永远就是那个失败者。。。

别看我很强似的。。。

其实那都是装出来的。。。

真实的我可算是所有人当中。。。

最最最最最最最最最最最最

“弱”

的那位。。。

现在上课对我来说是个压力。。。

我根本就不想再去上课了。。。

进到班里。。。

就有那无形的压力。。。

因为我是个失败的学生。。。

叫我不要在意他人的眼光？？

对我来说。。

不是一件那么容易的事。。。

我压根底就是不想再去上课。。。

现在罢了咯。。。

没得考试。。。

家人知道了。。

说他们不伤心。。。

那是天大的谎话。。。

看来。。

还是算了吧。。。

Fact

2011-04-10T03:24:00.003+08:00

I tend to write this post after i saw a FB post,

is from one the brother in our PLACE,

There is a FACT that no one can deny

when a place grows bigger,

it is hard to control/care the outer ring,

especially those who are not in popular/leng zai leng lui group.

When this people are left unentertain by others,

and while others are so happily loving each others without their present,

they tend to leave the place easily.

For easier understanding,

take it as the MOLECULE MODEL below.

In the study of Chemistry,

the electron (small black dot) which are at the nearest ring

to the nucleus (green circle) will have the strongest bond,

compare to those electron which are at the outer ring.

The more the ring extend outwards,

the weaker the bond gets,

and is easily break by mere force.

Same principle applies to a PLACE,

when a place is getting bigger,

those who are not in POPULAR group,

they are just like the pity electron at the outer ring,

when they were attack by PROBLEMS,

they tend to leave the place easily,

because of the weak bond between them and the others.

To be honest,

I'm one of the weak bonded electron.

=D
Cheers~

Someone There

2011-04-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

I need someone there,

which can tell me,

that I'm still worthy,

to be the ARMY OF GOD...

right now..

I felt just like a JARHEAD DROPOUT..

o0o

2011-04-07T03:48:00.000+08:00

In the end,

I'm just another asshole,

out of 6.91 billion world population...

not feeling proud of it...

如果一切可以从来

2011-03-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

如果一切可以从来，

我宁可不想拿这个课程，

走到不想走了；

如果一切可以从来，

我会选择在SPM多加努力，

拿好一点的成绩；

如果一切可以从来，

我会选择去PLKN，

不要像现在，

半天吊；

如果一切可以从来，

我宁可做回一个普通人，

什么事都不用理，

安稳的过活，

没有压力；

如果一切可以从来，

我宁可不想爱上她，

想不到暗恋一个人，

是那么的痛苦的，

爱到自己完全不自在，

每当看到她身旁的男生对她有说有笑时，

我会火大，

更何况，

那些人竟然是我的好兄弟；

我知道，

这是因为我不成熟。

如果一切可以从来，

但，

这都只是“如果”。

噩梦。。

2011-01-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

今日凌晨，竟然做了个我无法忘记的噩梦。。

梦到我被人困着。。

我想喊出耶稣的名字，

但，每当我要出声时，

就是喊不出来。。

尽全力一喊，

竟然喊到了现实世界！！

很大声！！家人都醒了！！

但，我不明白为何会作这个梦。。

怎么办?????

2011-01-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

好迷失。。

爱她。。

喜欢她。。

但，我尊重她。。

因为，

对我们俩来说，

都还不是时候。。

双方都还在读着书。。

她，还有许多的羊群需要照顾。。

但，被人说到这么大了。。

小火都变大火了。。

大火随时会烧到人。。

只怕烧伤了她。。

需要灭火。。

但，怎么办？？？

ToT

超想扁他

2010-10-29T17:01:00.002+08:00

正在学院电脑室上着网，
旁边的男生竟然一直对他女友‘毛手毛脚’，
对她摸上摸下。。。

实在顶不顺。。。
正想海扁他。。。

grrr....

“小强”

2010-10-10T02:27:00.001+08:00

“小强”

恶心，
却死不了。。

DeCiSiOn

2010-10-02T02:00:00.002+08:00

几个月了，
已经听不到了；
已经看不到了；
已经感觉不到了；

我心已决；
我心已绝；

我决定了：
要离开了。。。

EMO!!!!! AGAIN!!!!

2010-06-23T18:46:00.006+08:00

Why!!!! WHY ALL THIS HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN!!!!

in 24hours time, my hearst totally breaks!!!
2 big news that kills me through!!!!!

just fail my subject is already big for me!!!
now my dad's car got stolen again!!!!
AGAIN!!!
GOT STOLEN AGAIN!!!

how am i suppose to tell my parent that i fail AGAIN!!!

HaRrr??!??!?

what should i do now!!!!!
i'm TOTALLY LOST!!!
INSANE & OUT-OF-CONTROL!!!!!

i really need some space to COOLDOWN!!!!!

ToT ToT ToT

Big Wind Blow

2010-06-06T23:36:00.003+08:00

Today, CYC had once again "Big Wind Blow",
member had been swap from here to there;
& from there to here,
it is an idea to let all CYC's CG had a uniform & healthy growth.

Basically, everyone is divided into 2 team with proper balancing,
between YWA, 3rdtiory & 2ndary.
As such, i was divided into Lake Wind's team,

well, as expected.

Lake Wind once again let us see the vision,
'how we would win 2k souls',
looks impossible?
But is possible.

As such, David came to me,
speaking that i will be 'migrate' to CK's CG,
normal people would had expression like this:
"WHY!! WHY ME!? I SO MISS MY FAMILY MEMBER!!"
*very shocking + sad face*

But guess What?

I'm the abnormal person.. >.<

No shock, no sad.
Why?
As such, I already had the feeling that something like this will happen,
perhaps during yesterday?

Well, after goes around in Pei Jing, Phua, Tian's CG,
I'm all the way back to CK's CG again...
What a trip!! ^^

What goes around, comes around...
LOLx??

21 guns(Green Day feat the cast of AI ver.)

2010-04-02T04:58:00.003+08:00

personally i like the original version..

but this version got it own unique style too!!

enjoy it!!

病？

2010-02-23T19:46:00.003+08:00

染上了“上网/Facebook上瘾”。。

一天没上网。。

会死的感觉。。

请问有药医吗？

Happy err... CNY?!◘○◙

2010-02-17T16:44:00.004+08:00

greats... having this CNY like a mole...

sleeps in the house whole days..

haizh..

Two is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls

2009-11-15T06:33:00.003+08:00

is a nice song..
like it recently..
nice guitar playing too..

“无”

2009-11-02T02:01:00.002+08:00

。。空虚。。

。。寂寞。。

。。难耐。。

“无”

Miserable...T.T

2009-09-30T20:19:00.003+08:00

this few days just get sucks and sucks..

haizh..
long didn't write post..
the first thing i said is bad word already...

feels like cant take it anymore..
somehow feels like will going berserk if things go on like this..
walls is my best partner when i feel down..
no one to share..
no body listen..

college wants my money..
parent want my study..

seems like i just fail..
keep failing those who put their trust,
their faith, their future in me..
is it what i want?
i don't know..

the path i choose to walk,
seems getting narrower and narrower..
is it "THAT'S IT"?

well..
no answer from the walls though ..

down..
down..
down..
down..

I Love Living Life. I Am Happy

2009-08-30T03:19:00.002+08:00

accidentally saw this video in my friend's fb.
i really touched by this video...

live a BITTER life,
or live a BETTER life?

watch it, you should get something..

B.I.T.E.

2009-08-13T23:40:00.005+08:00

Build In Test System

suddenly remember such a word from my study..
maybe something happen to me..
that i should 'test' myself...

TRANSFORMER 2!! rock on!!

2009-07-13T00:14:00.007+08:00

just watch the show at mid valley with my family..
only one word that i need to use to describe the show..

WOW...

perhaps everyone that watch the movie also same like me..
just i am too slow to have the reaction..
since 85% of my friends already watch the movie though..

there is no need for me to explain how good the show is..
just go and watch yourself..
buy an original DVD if you like it..
believe me, you won't regret..

and this is the favourite character i like most in the movie..
or to be exact, the favourite vehicle..
cool? strong? leadership? righteous? and etc..
he is just too cool for me to explain..
perhaps most of the people also like him the most?

p/s: the song "NEW DEVIDE" sang by Linkin Park not bad too..
worth to hear..

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

2009-06-27T01:36:00.005+08:00

He was.. a SINGER..
He was.. a DANCER..
He was.. a POP STAR
He was.. a BLACK MAN..
He was.. a HERO..

He is.. A LEGEND..

Now he is gone,
despite of what bad thing he did in the past,
he is still a great man,
like ELVIS PRESLEY..

Let us mourn his past away in our heart..

p/s: i really like him, i was once his fans too..

好累吗？。。

2009-06-15T13:20:00.005+08:00

前几天刚刚参加A4J（即是国度复兴特会）。。

感受到，也看到，该感受到，和看到的东西。。

回到来现实的世界，就像牧师所说的，

放开眼光，看看你的周围所发生的事情。。

看一看，

左看右看；

前看后看；

上看下看。。

脑里只不停的浮现：“现实是很残酷的。”。。

就像将整桶水倒在沙漠里，
没有任何改变，没有任何感觉。。

为何？

付出了那么多，得回的却是‘空’。。
忙了一阵，换来的只有‘累’和‘泪’。。

一切的一切做来了是为了什么。。

老实说，我不知道。。

可能是做多了，太累了，所以胡思乱想了。。

现在就暂休-ing。。

p/s：组长，小的只想小休和emo而已。。没什么大不了。。

狗群咬死鱷魚‏

2009-05-24T02:20:00.002+08:00

大自然可以是殘酷的，但它也有美麗的一面，甚至在它的殘酷中也有正義的呈現。

鱷魚，最古老的終極獵食者之一，通常被認為是生態系中最高的掠食者，
也可能在團隊合作的策略下成為犧牲者。特別是這種合作策略。

是在近幾百年間自然界汰弱留強下發展出來、動物間的高度社會化的緊密結合。

下面這張照片是出自「自然」雜誌。

請注意其中一隻狗緊咬著鱷魚的咽喉不讓牠呼吸，

其餘的狗則死咬著鱷魚以防止牠翻轉。

容易受到驚嚇的人請不要看！

我們強烈建議您先私下看完這張照片再決定要不要讓您家中的兒童見到這樣的畫面。
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不要扁我....這是別人轉寄給我的.................relax~

开学罢了。。

2009-05-19T18:52:00.005+08:00

就只是一个普通+正常+习惯的开始而已。。
没什么大不了的。。 hor?
又不是没有开学过。。
又不是没有上课过。。
何必大惊小怪呢?
就是酱罢了。。 hor?

那么。。
就酱开学了。。

问我开心吗？
老实说。。
就酱咯。。
问问自己一下。。
问心无愧。。
也问问看在看的你。。

时间表的篇排还算可以啦。。
不会像上学期般那么的疯狂。。
前提是如果没有变动的说。。

只希望这学期会比上学期好过点。。
(T.T)。。

母亲节快乐！！

2009-05-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

一个特别的日子，全世界的人都在庆祝。
那就是“母亲节”啦！！
既然是“母亲节”，那我不多说啦！！
大家快跟你妈妈说声“我爱你,妈妈！！”
在此，祝贺所有妈妈，“母亲节快乐！！”

The Trapped Stray ANJING

2009-05-08T00:49:00.003+08:00

just look at the article in the newspaper makes me feel bad..

well, look at the doggies..
they are just like homeless people that seeking food in others' places..
they are poor..
they are innocent..
they are harmless..
although sometimes they chase and bite you..

although there are 7000 villagers and 2000 doggies on the island..
which makes the doggies are over number the villagers,
and makes the life of villagers annoying..
but none of us have the right,
to just dump them onto a deserted island..
do we? they are also a life form..
it's just like we dumping the beggars to a deserted island,
instead of helping them..

i cant' do much to help the doggies indeed..
just saying out my words..
just look at how cute they are..

I LOVE DOGGIES!!!

L.O.V.E. Languages?!

2009-05-05T14:00:00.005+08:00

ya, i get this site from Victor's blog,

http://www.afo.net/hftw-lovetest.asp
seems like it is OUTDATED already for most of the people,
but since everyone already did it,
is worth giving it a try, right?

and so this is the funny result of mine...

Words of Affirmation 17%
Quality time 30%
Receiving Gift 0%
Acts of Service 17%

and this is the funniest part of all....

Physical touch 37%

WOW!!! i didn't even notice it myself!!!
i personally don't want to admit it,
but is kind of true it seems...

well, you see, when someone touch me,
etc.: laying your hands on my shoulder,
hug me,
slap me punch me(just kidding, ok? don't mean it..
but maybe it will works too...),
i feel...
safe, energized, warm...
feels pretty good if i want to say that...

plus.. i personally don't enjoy receiving gift from others,
that's truth...

so, you know what to do,
don't need me to explain right?

what a day...

2009-05-01T22:28:00.006+08:00

phew... just came back from the ECC(Encounter God's Camp)...
very tiring... although today is 1st of MAY, LABOUR DAY,
which suppose not to be a tiring day...
but.. tiring...
although i attend the camp officially...
but physically i just doing other stuff at the church...
just doing some lighting stuff..

but something do happen to me which makes me write this blog...
lol... why?

ya, I'M INJURED!!!!!
damn painful and sick now...
really ouch...

the case is, i'm doing some stuff beside the other room,
and suddenly someone call me and said that i'm in their group!!
since i quite boring, so i tag them along.
along with the group is Emily(L), Godfrey, Andy, Anny x2,
Fong Ping, Agen, Wei Xian.
well, except Godfrey, i seriously didn't know other guys at all...

overall there are six games to be played,
Pregnant Boy; Long Straw; Tug of War; Last Man Standing;
Fear Factor; and the last: Dragon.
i don't suppose that i should explain what this game are,
lets just go to the 2 interesting part.
Fear Factor + Dragon.

as you know the word 'Fear Factor',
= bug eating, disgusting, smelly thing...
so just put the WORM in your mouth,
eat it, and everything is settle. easy izzit?!

finally, the injured cause... Dragon...
heads eat the tails of their enemy...
i was the tail...
just beginning of the game, in the matter of five second,
i was pound to the table beside..
slam to it, fall down and KA-BOOM!!
we lost... because of me..
and the price is.. i was injured...
seriously... sakit here sakit there now...

ARGH!!!
HOW AM I GOING TO SLEEP TONIGHT!!!!
DAMN SAKIT LO...

but no regret since i get to know more people whom fight
along with us all the time...

I'M FREEE~~~~

2009-04-29T00:10:00.006+08:00

A moment of truth...

I'm FREEE!!!

FREE from the exam;
FREE form the loud annoying sound of lecturer;
FREE from eating expensive boring food in the cafeteria;
FREE form taking ktm every weekend to travel back and forth;
FREE from... many thing else,
which comply to colleagues and studies.

no more the word "EXAM" will be in my dictionary;
for 2 weeks time.

?!?!?!???!!!
ya, indeed is 2 WEEKS time.
no more, no less;
after that everything will come back to normal.

FLEE for exam;
FLEE for the loud annoying sound of lecturer;
FLEE for eating expensive boring food in cafeteria;
FLEE for taking ktm every weekend to travel back and forth;
FLEE for... many thing else,
which comply to colleagues and studies.

It's just the matter on what you can do or choose to do:
FLEE to FREE;
or;
FREE to FLEE.

by now, I'm FREE to FLEE!!!!!

A Little Pain

2009-04-26T17:06:00.009+08:00

Ya, is a female song(obviously..)
From 'NANA' the anime..
i don't understand what she sang,
since i don't study 'JAPAN'.
but i kind of like the feels, the genre,
and the lyrics (although i don't understand at all..)

a little pain
OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (TRAPNEST)

Travel to the moon
君は眠り　夢を解く
誰もいない　星の光　操りながら

強くなるため　忘れた笑顔
きっと二人なら　取り戻す

気づいて
I'm here waiting for you
今とは違う未来があっても
I'm here waiting for you
叫び続けて
きっと心は　つなぐ糸をだぐってる
あの頃の私　目を覚ますように
no need? to cry

Travel in silence
手を伸ばせば　触れるのに
君は遠い　それは　思い出の中のこと

声が聞こえる　目を閉じれば
小さな痛みさえ　いとしくて

見つめて
I'm here waiting for you
風に吹かれ　一人迷っても
I'm here waiting for you
空を見上げて
ずっと心は　手を広げて守ってる
あの頃の君が　振り返るまで
no need? to cry

Wide open ears(Feel something　Feel nothing　Listen closely　Listen closely)
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment(You will find me　Where it's quiet Listen closely Listen closely)
Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe

気づいて
I'm here waiting for you
今とは違う未来があっても
I'm here waiting for you
叫び続けて
きっと心は　つなぐ糸をだぐってる
あの頃の私　目を覚ますように
no need? to cry

just post it, comment?
(more songs on the way...)

Anger of Danger

2009-04-13T17:19:00.004+08:00

近来发现周围的气氛越来越凝重了。。
时间都开始冻结了。。
就好像有很多坏事将要发生的预感这样。。
难道这就是所谓的成长的障碍？

就如猫咪所告诉大家的，
“ANGER is but one letter short of DANGER”;
当某个人生气时，就预表着有坏事将会发生。
（应该是这么解说吧！！）

所以！！将一切都抛开吧！！
用笑容坦然地去面对一切！！

p/s:你今天笑了吗？

大压力，小胜利

2009-04-10T13:59:00.005+08:00

经过了长久的战斗，
尘军于2009年4月10号，午时4时23分，
成功击败了功课军。。。
虽然死伤惨重，
但尘军带着胜利的架姿，
平平安安的回到城堡。。。

Reply FLOWER GIRL TAGS

2009-04-09T00:54:00.005+08:00

1) The person who tagged you is: FLOWER GIRL
2) Your relationship with him/her is: Talkable Fren in CYC?
3) Your first impression of him/her is: likes to laugh with mouth enclose with one hand (@y@)
4) The most memorable moments with him/her: roadside mamak store.. (forget which one d, n when..)
5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: Long Time no c!!!
6) If he/she becomes yr lover, you will: love her more? hug her more? (i never dating b4, how do i even noe... T.T)
7) If he/she became yr lover, what should he/she improve at: smile more
8) If he/she becomes yr enemy, what would you do: screwdriver? spannar? hammer? or more? no la.. juz cold war since is a SHE..
9) If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be: back stabbing me..
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: call her and wake her up from her snoozy sleep juz to tell her is 3a.m. now.
11) Your overall impression on him/her: incrediblely, unexpected, exceptionally, unknowingly drawing skill beneath her skin...
13) The characteristic you love most about yourself: uneven eye size... one big one small... ( half mata sepet..)
14) The characteristic you hate most about yourself: too short to reach high place and my BONEY M hair style(cant change.. T.T)
15) The most ideal person you want too be is: JJ Lim
16) For people that care and like you, say something to them: u want me? discount u 50%..(juz kidding.. actually i m juz lazy to talk..)
17) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you: 1-Florence, 2-Mun Fatt, 3-Robin Ooi, 4-Mun Suet, 5-Pei Jing, 6-Pui San, 7-Yi Ping, 8-Charlie, 9-CK, 10-Edward
18) Who is 6 having a relationship with: Jesus
19) Is 9 a male or female: - MALE
20) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing: Ice can b melted by Fire (my mean is good, don’t think it until evaporation happen k?!)
21) What is 2 studying at the moment: working? musician?
22) When was the last time you had a chat with 3: last sunday
23) What kind of music does 8 like: -Chinese Praise song? like the Joshua Team de
24) Does 1 have any siblings: Seriously.. i not even noe her alot..
25) Will you woo 3: wooowooowoowoo!! ROCK MAN!!
26) How about 7: wooooooooooooooooolau A!!!
27) Is 4 single: she got too many frenz and gangz... cant decide whether she is single or not...
28) What's the surname of 5: Tomato Wong?(her face gets VERY RED when she kena ejek!!)
29) What's the hobby of 5: Singing?
30) Do 5 and 9 get along well: ppl wil think tat they are father and daughter..
31) Where is 2 studying at: to b precise, is working at Rock Corner..
32) Say something casual about your eyes are big: i am half mata sepet.. sleepy eye suites me more than big eyes...
33) Have you tried developing feelings for 5: i just started to get know her.. seriously..
34) Where does 9 live?: further than puchong main city... dono wat puteri d..
35) What colours does 4 like: black gua...
36) Are 5 and 1 good friends: quite good, almost like Ji Mui(sisters)
37) Does 7 like 2: A..... brother and sister feeling gua...
38) How did u get to know 2: 2008 crossover camp (i miss those guitaring moment at peace heaven...)
39) Does 1 have any pets: TAK TAU!!
40) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world: Er.... kind of hard to answer.. but if is cute i will agree on that...

May I borrow $25?

2009-04-03T04:03:00.004+08:00

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door..

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

p/s: it is just a forward msg i copy from my friends, i feel that it is so meaningful so i put it up here.

Return?

2009-04-03T03:06:00.001+08:00

just to thought of writing the blog again since a long hibernate..
hopefully will post something more better this time...

准备，准备，再出发！！

2008-12-11T12:01:00.004+08:00

准备！！

出发！！

Peace Heavan！！我来了！！

附属：照片栽自http://www.wretch.cc/blog/cwwany

“它”不见了！！！！

2008-12-03T04:14:00.005+08:00

我的手机。。你在何方？

我好想念你。。你在哪里啊？

主人已经为你准备了许许多多你所喜欢的东西。。

包括你最爱的电话粥。。你快回来啊。。

我想你，想到想喝汽水。。

问为什么？

只因为我好孤单。。

因为有一首歌，《当你孤单你会想起谁（汽水）？》。。

电话啊电话啊。。。你快回来爸爸的身边吧。。

附属：本人的手机在12月2号2008年，宣告失踪。。T.T

Wa A Kia!!!（我的孩子！！！）???!!!

2008-11-27T11:14:00.017+08:00

早晨起来，忽然从窗外传来一阵阵叫声。

喵~~~喵~~~喵~~~
出外一看，竟然发现猫妈妈在箱子里诞下4只小猫咪！！而且，4只都是不同颜色的！！

好幸福哦~~~猫妈~~我也要~~

猫仔甲：别挤啦！！等我喝先！！

猫仔乙：你要我吗？

可爱吗？想养吗？请联咯016-435****

或留下评语。

截耻日期：问猫妈妈。。。

猫咪的名字就有待在座的各位来取咯~~

附属：偶的照相机不太好，拍出来的效果不大理想。。请多多包涵！！

还有一点，猫咪是在我的宿舍外出生的，不是在我的家！！请留意！！

睡觉达人。。

2008-11-25T14:41:00.006+08:00

人的身体是需要休息的。

人累了，自然会找个地方休息。

就在10月22号2008年（星期六）下午4点17分，

地点：FGACYC L3-1 的房间里，

偶捕捉到了一个超越惊奇的场面！！

一个睡觉达人的画面！！

各位观众看了可能都不会相信！！

各位，准备好了吗？

3。。。。

2。。。。

1。。。。

嗒嗒！！

附属：因为个人信息保护法在部落格也是通用的，

未经本尊同意之前，此照片须打上黑片。

以保个人私隐。。。请多包涵。。。:p

再见了，H6!!!!

2008-11-11T17:31:00.007+08:00

想当初我刚来到WEST小组时，是个只有十几人的小组。

虽然人数不多，但却是一个有神的同在，

大家彼此相爱，也很爱神的小组。。

后来，大家都成长了些，小组也跟着成长，

小组也不再叫做WEST了，而是改称HEART3,

人数自然的也跟着增加。

在HEART3成长的这一段时间里，发生了满多事情，

有开心的事，也有不开心的事；

有人选择留下,也有人选择离开。

但我们还是一直在成长。。。成长。。。

终于HEART3得分组了，虽然很舍不得，但这是神的旨意。

为了大家好，一些人就站了出来，各自带领小组。。

就这样，HEART3分成了HEART3，HEART6，和HEART7。
而我，就分在HEART6里，一个开始只有8人的小组。

附注：以上是发生在去年（2007）十月到今年十月的事。

过程约一年。。

一年过了，HEART6又成长了。

这次小组有将近二十多人，所以就分成两个小组。
就是HEART6和HEART11。
而我，就分在HEART11。。。

一个很小的小组。。。

最后，我只想说。。

“再见了，HEART6！！我爱你们！！”；

“HEART11,我来了！！”。

A New Road From Alor Gajah Challange Camp

2008-10-31T11:53:00.005+08:00

long i didn't post on this blog, & yet now i return,
with some of the 'things' i experience tis week during the camp.
tis is juz another post b4 i started bac to write any 'emo' post..

Date: 25-27/10/2008
Venue: El Sanctuary, Bukit Hantu, Alor Gajah, Melaka.(i wonder why people cal tis place as Bukit Hantu? does it reali hav 'Hantu' in the 'Bukit'?)

Every time we left tis camp site, we sure wil hav a lot of good memories, and yet now i hav again return to tis place. As i recal bac, tis is the 3rd time i came to tis place. Stil i reach 1 night b4 the others, stil the same kind smile, warm welcome from the owner of the El Sanctuary, stil the same dogs tat lick u when u came, juz they grow a lot more bigger now ever since we meet them..

This time the camp is abit special.. The special is there is no secondary school student.. Except wel lok... Is priority for tertiery student n young working adults.. So the challenge r quite.. Tough... Mayb is God's miracle, the weather seems very good along the camp, mayb God want us to do something?

Almost the same number of head everytime we attend the camp, is about 140++.. 12 group this time. I m stil same in HEART 6, with ROBIN(Leader), MUN SUET(Asst. Leader), VINCEANT, SPY, YAN YEE, NICHOLAS, SLYVIA, TIM CI, MEI BAO & ME!!!! This group might seems abit rojakn kind of week like.. But who knows wat wil happen to tis special combination of a group of ppl..

I dun hav any pic of the camp yet, so i juz make it short... During the camp, many things happen. We share the same feeling, eating the same food, sing & dance together, play together, ki siao together.. Juz.. is fun to share moment with the 1 we like.. our 'other' family.. Our happy moment, our sad moment, our emo moment... All we share out in the camp.. It is seldom we hav chances like tis.. I reali appreciate God gave us tis oppotunity to b together, worship God, play together...

葡萄，‘putoh’

2008-09-18T16:11:00.004+08:00

葡萄

grape

‘putoh’

‘budo’/‘gurepu’

有一句‘名言’说到：

“吃不到的葡萄是酸的。”

这句话有很多很多的含义。

就比如说：

看到，却得不到的东西，是不好的。

喜欢，却买不到的东西，是烂的。

喜欢的人，却不是情侣。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。

是坏人吧。。。

总之，就是说：

看得到的葡萄，却得不到，

所以就说那葡萄是酸的。

好一句无聊且毫无根据的‘名言’，

但，确实是人想出来的。。。

没什么，

只是想透露一些咱的感想而已。

情感。。

2008-09-11T01:36:00.003+08:00

前提：这只是本人的一些感想，想写出来而已。。
并非要指责他人。。

人家高兴时，咱得跟着高兴。。
人家不开心时，咱得跟着不开心。。

咱高兴时，人家会跟着高兴。。
但咱不开心时，试问有谁会跟着咱不开心？
人家不开心时，敢问咱可以不跟着不开心？

适当的时候，咱得表现出适当的表情。。
不适当的时候。。
就另当别论。。

就像一部汽车一样，会闹别扭。。
咱们得跟着它的情况，做出适当的选择。。
水滚了，就得加水;
电油没了，就得加电油;
润滑油没了，就得加润滑油。。
以此类推。。

就这样，咱就开始戴面具做人了。。
不是要说我是个变脸魔术师，而是咱的表情上。。
为了应付相对的情况，咱得戴上相对的面具，
作出相对的表情。。

说咱想讨人家的信任，也不一定是错。。
敢问在社会里，有谁没戴面具讨老板或他人的信任？

但，面具戴久了，问题也跟着出现了。。
久而久之，咱发觉自己开始分不清自己的情感了。。
哪个情感是发自内心的，
哪个情感是虚伪的。。
哪个情感是为他人而伪装出来的。。
就连自己是开心，还是伤心，都分不出来了。。

待咱发觉时，状态已发展到无法挽回的地步了。。
只知道要有酱的，就得装出酱的。。

神的话语（圣经）永远说的对，永远说的好。。
在圣经中有一句话语说到：
“人要像小孩子般天真的来赞美神。”

没错，‘天真’。
咱们需要的就是‘天真’。
若每人都是那么的‘天真’，
试问谁还会为了情感而发愁呢？

终言：对不起。。我可能不是真心对大家。。
请求大家多多包容。。

给在那边看着这篇短文的你，
求求你听一听咱的一个小小要求。。

若可以，帮咱找回咱内心的情感。。
咱知道这要求有点为难，但若可，
就行行好，帮帮我。。
虽然没有什么报酬，就当作是做善事吧。。

无聊。。。walauA。。。

2008-08-29T12:01:00.003+08:00

给大家猜个谜语。。。
羊来了。。。（猜一种水果）
猜到吗？答案稍后揭晓。。

再来一个。。。

狼来了。。。（猜一种水果）

答案如下：。。。

羊来了。。。嘛就是草莓咯~~（草没了。。）

狼来了。。。嘛就是杨桃咯~~（羊逃了。。。）

炸到吗？！
就请看平旦漫画吧~~
一个超级无聊的作品。。。

熊猫人，The Panda Man..

2008-08-29T05:52:00.004+08:00

好悃。。。但没法睡觉。。。
开学了，考试也来了。。。
羊来了，狼也来了。。。
某人不再是人了，取而代之的是熊猫人。。。
有着人类的身体，却有着一双熊猫眼。。。
有着人类的头脑，却像熊猫般的懒散。。。
一个濒临绝种的生物和人类的组合。。
好神奇啊~~~
好悃啊~~~
谁来催眠我啊~~~啊~~~啊~~~
zzzzzZZZZZ~~~~~

The Ending of a Journey is The Beginning of a New Journey

2008-08-12T18:10:00.006+08:00

11-08-2008...

is the day where NIUC reopen for new sem..

seeing so many student rushing around,
taking photos..
taking thier exam results...
finding teachers..
chit-chat-ting with frenz...
quite fun to b a student...
althought...
is tough..

Having a long holiday reali not suites me...
juz makes me b'com lazier n lazier...
even the 1st day of class i oso lazy to wake up...
+ the up coming exam oso makes me stress...
which is the main cause i cant go to camp..

c'mon!!
cheer up!! lad!!
is not a big deal!!

"DUN WORRY, BE HAPPY!!"

“人在学院，身不由己。”

2008-08-07T11:40:00.012+08:00

“人在江湖，身不由己。”

这句话通常用于在江湖或黑道窜的人。

就指到那些在黑道的人想退出江湖，就因周围的压力和逼迫而无法自拔。。

躬身隐退并不像儿戏那么的简单，说退就退，可说是要先想好后路才可。

终身过着被人追杀的日子？

上山隐居？

以若名氏身份在平民中生活？

还是？？

继续想吧，还有很多的。。。

本人为何要用这句谚语来写部落格呢？

原因很简单。。

是从课本和《老师嫁老大》看来的。。

而且本人自己就在这样的情况当中。。

只不过不是“人在江湖”，

而是“人在学院，身不由己”。。。

就说说本人在学院的事吧。

想过个安宁的日子，一大堆作业就‘碰’出来。。。

搞完这堆作业，另一堆又‘碰’出来。。

作业终于都搞定了！！！

但，考试，就近在眼前了。。

这，就来个超级大循环。

第一天∶ 起床—〉读书—〉吃饭—〉读书—〉睡觉，

第二天∶ 起床—〉读书—〉吃饭—〉读书—〉睡觉。。（以此类推。。）

终于都考完试了！！可以收山隐居咯~~

呀呼~~~

好高兴啊~~~

等一下!!!!!

WAIT!!!!!!!!!

TUNGGU!!!!!!

ChoToMaTe!!!!!

什么事啊？！

考试还没完的，就在8月15日-17日，明白吗？

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。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。（纯粹发呆-ing）

做么酱的!!!!!!#&*$%*&@

好不容易才有个能好好休息的时候，竟然又有考试！！！

不仅失去了休息的时间，还失去了与神和朋友亲近的时间。。

我好伤心。。。伤心到连眼泪都流不出来了。。

终结∶只知道我很伤心。。却不知怎么形容。。

Issue-Driving Car

2008-08-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

Ever wonder tat when u goin out, some 1 ask u:
"do u hav a driving lesen?"..
"yes.."....
"can u drive me to....."
"sorry, i donno hw to drive..."
"wtf...."

well.. tats me... seems like taking a lesen juz to hav fun...
but tats not real..
i want to drive but i lazzy.....
wat a bad habbit of mine...
can spend time writting post rather than driving...
can onli say one word..

Walau AAAAA!!!!
(opps.. is two words... lolx...)

The Prologue

2008-08-04T12:16:00.000+08:00

it's the 1st time i writing a blog.. stil noob about it, juz like i noob in dota..
wondering i can find many frenz here?