this few days just get sucks and sucks..
haizh..
long didn't write post..
the first thing i said is bad word already...
feels like cant take it anymore..
somehow feels like will going berserk if things go on like this..
walls is my best partner when i feel down..
no one to share..
no body listen..
college wants my money..
parent want my study..
seems like i just fail..
keep failing those who put their trust,
their faith, their future in me..
is it what i want?
i don't know..
the path i choose to walk,
seems getting narrower and narrower..
is it "THAT'S IT"?
well..
no answer from the walls though ..
down..
down..
down..
down..
