Two is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls

is a nice song..
like it recently..
nice guitar playing too..

“无”

。。空虚。。




。。寂寞。。




。。难耐。。





“无”

Miserable...T.T

this few days just get sucks and sucks..

haizh..
long didn't write post..
the first thing i said is bad word already...

feels like cant take it anymore..
somehow feels like will going berserk if things go on like this..
walls is my best partner when i feel down..
no one to share..
no body listen..

college wants my money..
parent want my study..

seems like i just fail..
keep failing those who put their trust,
their faith, their future in me..
is it what i want?
i don't know..

the path i choose to walk,
seems getting narrower and narrower..
is it "THAT'S IT"?

well..
no answer from the walls though ..




down..
down..
down..
down..

I Love Living Life. I Am Happy

accidentally saw this video in my friend's fb.
i really touched by this video...

live a BITTER life,
or live a BETTER life?

watch it, you should get something..

B.I.T.E.

Build In Test System

suddenly remember such a word from my study..
maybe something happen to me..
that i should 'test' myself...

TRANSFORMER 2!! rock on!!

just watch the show at mid valley with my family..
only one word that i need to use to describe the show..

WOW...

perhaps everyone that watch the movie also same like me..
just i am too slow to have the reaction..
since 85% of my friends already watch the movie though..

there is no need for me to explain how good the show is..
just go and watch yourself..
buy an original DVD if you like it..
believe me, you won't regret..





and this is the favourite character i like most in the movie..
or to be exact, the favourite vehicle..
cool? strong? leadership? righteous? and etc..
he is just too cool for me to explain..
perhaps most of the people also like him the most?

p/s: the song "NEW DEVIDE" sang by Linkin Park not bad too..
worth to hear..

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

He was.. a SINGER..
He was.. a DANCER..
He was.. a POP STAR
He was.. a BLACK MAN..
He was.. a HERO..

He is.. A LEGEND..

Now he is gone,
despite of what bad thing he did in the past,
he is still a great man,
like ELVIS PRESLEY..



Let us mourn his past away in our heart..


p/s: i really like him, i was once his fans too..

好累吗？。。

前几天刚刚参加A4J（即是国度复兴特会）。。

感受到，也看到，该感受到，和看到的东西。。

回到来现实的世界，就像牧师所说的，

放开眼光，看看你的周围所发生的事情。。

看一看，

左看右看；

前看后看；

上看下看。。

脑里只不停的浮现：“现实是很残酷的。”。。

就像将整桶水倒在沙漠里，
没有任何改变，没有任何感觉。。

为何？

付出了那么多，得回的却是‘空’。。
忙了一阵，换来的只有‘累’和‘泪’。。

一切的一切做来了是为了什么。。

老实说，我不知道。。

可能是做多了，太累了，所以胡思乱想了。。

现在就暂休-ing。。

p/s：组长，小的只想小休和emo而已。。没什么大不了。。

狗群咬死鱷魚‏

大自然可以是殘酷的，但它也有美麗的一面，甚至在它的殘酷中也有正義的呈現。

鱷魚，最古老的終極獵食者之一，通常被認為是生態系中最高的掠食者，
也可能在團隊合作的策略下成為犧牲者。特別是這種合作策略。

是在近幾百年間自然界汰弱留強下發展出來、動物間的高度社會化的緊密結合。

下面這張照片是出自「自然」雜誌。

請注意其中一隻狗緊咬著鱷魚的咽喉不讓牠呼吸，

其餘的狗則死咬著鱷魚以防止牠翻轉。

容易受到驚嚇的人請不要看！

我們強烈建議您先私下看完這張照片再決定要不要讓您家中的兒童見到這樣的畫面。
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不要扁我....這是別人轉寄給我的.................relax~

开学罢了。。

就只是一个普通+正常+习惯的开始而已。。
没什么大不了的。。 hor?
又不是没有开学过。。
又不是没有上课过。。
何必大惊小怪呢?
就是酱罢了。。 hor?

那么。。
就酱开学了。。

问我开心吗？
老实说。。
就酱咯。。
问问自己一下。。
问心无愧。。
也问问看在看的你。。

时间表的篇排还算可以啦。。
不会像上学期般那么的疯狂。。
前提是如果没有变动的说。。

只希望这学期会比上学期好过点。。
(T.T)。。

母亲节快乐！！

一个特别的日子，全世界的人都在庆祝。
那就是“母亲节”啦！！
既然是“母亲节”，那我不多说啦！！
大家快跟你妈妈说声“我爱你,妈妈！！”
在此，祝贺所有妈妈，“母亲节快乐！！”

The Trapped Stray ANJING

just look at the article in the newspaper makes me feel bad..


well, look at the doggies..
they are just like homeless people that seeking food in others' places..
they are poor..
they are innocent..
they are harmless..
although sometimes they chase and bite you..


although there are 7000 villagers and 2000 doggies on the island..
which makes the doggies are over number the villagers,
and makes the life of villagers annoying..
but none of us have the right,
to just dump them onto a deserted island..
do we? they are also a life form..
it's just like we dumping the beggars to a deserted island,
instead of helping them..


i cant' do much to help the doggies indeed..
just saying out my words..
just look at how cute they are..

I LOVE DOGGIES!!!

L.O.V.E. Languages?!

ya, i get this site from Victor's blog,

http://www.afo.net/hftw-lovetest.asp
seems like it is OUTDATED already for most of the people,
but since everyone already did it,
is worth giving it a try, right?


and so this is the funny result of mine...

Words of Affirmation 17%
Quality time 30%
Receiving Gift 0%
Acts of Service 17%

and this is the funniest part of all....

Physical touch 37%

WOW!!! i didn't even notice it myself!!!
i personally don't want to admit it,
but is kind of true it seems...


well, you see, when someone touch me,
etc.: laying your hands on my shoulder,
hug me,
slap me punch me(just kidding, ok? don't mean it..
but maybe it will works too...),
i feel...
safe, energized, warm...
feels pretty good if i want to say that...

plus.. i personally don't enjoy receiving gift from others,
that's truth...


so, you know what to do,
don't need me to explain right?

what a day...

phew... just came back from the ECC(Encounter God's Camp)...
very tiring... although today is 1st of MAY, LABOUR DAY,
which suppose not to be a tiring day...
but.. tiring...
although i attend the camp officially...
but physically i just doing other stuff at the church...
just doing some lighting stuff..


but something do happen to me which makes me write this blog...
lol... why?

ya, I'M INJURED!!!!!
damn painful and sick now...
really ouch...


the case is, i'm doing some stuff beside the other room,
and suddenly someone call me and said that i'm in their group!!
since i quite boring, so i tag them along.
along with the group is Emily(L), Godfrey, Andy, Anny x2,
Fong Ping, Agen, Wei Xian.
well, except Godfrey, i seriously didn't know other guys at all...


overall there are six games to be played,
Pregnant Boy; Long Straw; Tug of War; Last Man Standing;
Fear Factor; and the last: Dragon.
i don't suppose that i should explain what this game are,
lets just go to the 2 interesting part.
Fear Factor + Dragon.


as you know the word 'Fear Factor',
= bug eating, disgusting, smelly thing...
so just put the WORM in your mouth,
eat it, and everything is settle. easy izzit?!


finally, the injured cause... Dragon...
heads eat the tails of their enemy...
i was the tail...
just beginning of the game, in the matter of five second,
i was pound to the table beside..
slam to it, fall down and KA-BOOM!!
we lost... because of me..
and the price is.. i was injured...
seriously... sakit here sakit there now...

ARGH!!!
HOW AM I GOING TO SLEEP TONIGHT!!!!
DAMN SAKIT LO...

but no regret since i get to know more people whom fight
along with us all the time...

I'M FREEE~~~~

A moment of truth...

I'm FREEE!!!

FREE from the exam;
FREE form the loud annoying sound of lecturer;
FREE from eating expensive boring food in the cafeteria;
FREE form taking ktm every weekend to travel back and forth;
FREE from... many thing else,
which comply to colleagues and studies.


no more the word "EXAM" will be in my dictionary;
for 2 weeks time.


?!?!?!???!!!
ya, indeed is 2 WEEKS time.
no more, no less;
after that everything will come back to normal.


FLEE for exam;
FLEE for the loud annoying sound of lecturer;
FLEE for eating expensive boring food in cafeteria;
FLEE for taking ktm every weekend to travel back and forth;
FLEE for... many thing else,
which comply to colleagues and studies.



It's just the matter on what you can do or choose to do:
FLEE to FREE;
or;
FREE to FLEE.


by now, I'm FREE to FLEE!!!!!

A Little Pain

Ya, is a female song(obviously..)
From 'NANA' the anime..
i don't understand what she sang,
since i don't study 'JAPAN'.
but i kind of like the feels, the genre,
and the lyrics (although i don't understand at all..)

a little pain
OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (TRAPNEST)

Travel to the moon
君は眠り　夢を解く
誰もいない　星の光　操りながら

強くなるため　忘れた笑顔
きっと二人なら　取り戻す

気づいて
I'm here waiting for you
今とは違う未来があっても
I'm here waiting for you
叫び続けて
きっと心は　つなぐ糸をだぐってる
あの頃の私　目を覚ますように
no need? to cry

Travel in silence
手を伸ばせば　触れるのに
君は遠い　それは　思い出の中のこと

声が聞こえる　目を閉じれば
小さな痛みさえ　いとしくて

見つめて
I'm here waiting for you
風に吹かれ　一人迷っても
I'm here waiting for you
空を見上げて
ずっと心は　手を広げて守ってる
あの頃の君が　振り返るまで
no need? to cry

Wide open ears(Feel something　Feel nothing　Listen closely　Listen closely)
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment(You will find me　Where it's quiet Listen closely Listen closely)
Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe

気づいて
I'm here waiting for you
今とは違う未来があっても
I'm here waiting for you
叫び続けて
きっと心は　つなぐ糸をだぐってる
あの頃の私　目を覚ますように
no need? to cry



just post it, comment?
(more songs on the way...)

Anger of Danger

近来发现周围的气氛越来越凝重了。。
时间都开始冻结了。。
就好像有很多坏事将要发生的预感这样。。
难道这就是所谓的成长的障碍？

就如猫咪所告诉大家的，
“ANGER is but one letter short of DANGER”;
当某个人生气时，就预表着有坏事将会发生。
（应该是这么解说吧！！）

所以！！将一切都抛开吧！！
用笑容坦然地去面对一切！！



p/s:你今天笑了吗？

大压力，小胜利

经过了长久的战斗，
尘军于2009年4月10号，午时4时23分，
成功击败了功课军。。。
虽然死伤惨重，
但尘军带着胜利的架姿，
平平安安的回到城堡。。。

Reply FLOWER GIRL TAGS

1) The person who tagged you is: FLOWER GIRL
2) Your relationship with him/her is: Talkable Fren in CYC?
3) Your first impression of him/her is: likes to laugh with mouth enclose with one hand (@y@)
4) The most memorable moments with him/her: roadside mamak store.. (forget which one d, n when..)
5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: Long Time no c!!!
6) If he/she becomes yr lover, you will: love her more? hug her more? (i never dating b4, how do i even noe... T.T)
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11) Your overall impression on him/her: incrediblely, unexpected, exceptionally, unknowingly drawing skill beneath her skin...
13) The characteristic you love most about yourself: uneven eye size... one big one small... ( half mata sepet..)
14) The characteristic you hate most about yourself: too short to reach high place and my BONEY M hair style(cant change.. T.T)
15) The most ideal person you want too be is: JJ Lim
16) For people that care and like you, say something to them: u want me? discount u 50%..(juz kidding.. actually i m juz lazy to talk..)
17) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you: 1-Florence, 2-Mun Fatt, 3-Robin Ooi, 4-Mun Suet, 5-Pei Jing, 6-Pui San, 7-Yi Ping, 8-Charlie, 9-CK, 10-Edward
18) Who is 6 having a relationship with: Jesus
19) Is 9 a male or female: - MALE
20) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing: Ice can b melted by Fire (my mean is good, don’t think it until evaporation happen k?!)
21) What is 2 studying at the moment: working? musician?
22) When was the last time you had a chat with 3: last sunday
23) What kind of music does 8 like: -Chinese Praise song? like the Joshua Team de
24) Does 1 have any siblings: Seriously.. i not even noe her alot..
25) Will you woo 3: wooowooowoowoo!! ROCK MAN!!
26) How about 7: wooooooooooooooooolau A!!!
27) Is 4 single: she got too many frenz and gangz... cant decide whether she is single or not...
28) What's the surname of 5: Tomato Wong?(her face gets VERY RED when she kena ejek!!)
29) What's the hobby of 5: Singing?
30) Do 5 and 9 get along well: ppl wil think tat they are father and daughter..
31) Where is 2 studying at: to b precise, is working at Rock Corner..
32) Say something casual about your eyes are big: i am half mata sepet.. sleepy eye suites me more than big eyes...
33) Have you tried developing feelings for 5: i just started to get know her.. seriously..
34) Where does 9 live?: further than puchong main city... dono wat puteri d..
35) What colours does 4 like: black gua...
36) Are 5 and 1 good friends: quite good, almost like Ji Mui(sisters)
37) Does 7 like 2: A..... brother and sister feeling gua...
38) How did u get to know 2: 2008 crossover camp (i miss those guitaring moment at peace heaven...)
39) Does 1 have any pets: TAK TAU!!
40) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world: Er.... kind of hard to answer.. but if is cute i will agree on that...

May I borrow $25?

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door..

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.


p/s: it is just a forward msg i copy from my friends, i feel that it is so meaningful so i put it up here.

Return?

just to thought of writing the blog again since a long hibernate..
hopefully will post something more better this time...