"Dare you take a leap of faith?
Or become an old man,
filled with regret,
waiting to die alone?"
Saito, Inception (2010)
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Friday, April 15, 2011
勇气去了哪儿？？？
我。。。
跌倒了不上下十几次。。。
从新站回起来也不上下几次。。。
但这次的倒。。。
却是跌的最伤的。。。
现在的我。。。
连从新站起来的勇气都没了。。。
对生活失去了盼望。。。
永远就是那个失败者。。。
别看我很强似的。。。
其实那都是装出来的。。。
真实的我可算是所有人当中。。。
最最最最最最最最最最最最
“弱”
的那位。。。
现在上课对我来说是个压力。。。
我根本就不想再去上课了。。。
进到班里。。。
就有那无形的压力。。。
因为我是个失败的学生。。。
叫我不要在意他人的眼光？？
对我来说。。
不是一件那么容易的事。。。
我压根底就是不想再去上课。。。
现在罢了咯。。。
没得考试。。。
家人知道了。。
说他们不伤心。。。
那是天大的谎话。。。
看来。。
还是算了吧。。。
跌倒了不上下十几次。。。
从新站回起来也不上下几次。。。
但这次的倒。。。
却是跌的最伤的。。。
现在的我。。。
连从新站起来的勇气都没了。。。
对生活失去了盼望。。。
永远就是那个失败者。。。
别看我很强似的。。。
其实那都是装出来的。。。
真实的我可算是所有人当中。。。
最最最最最最最最最最最最
“弱”
的那位。。。
现在上课对我来说是个压力。。。
我根本就不想再去上课了。。。
进到班里。。。
就有那无形的压力。。。
因为我是个失败的学生。。。
叫我不要在意他人的眼光？？
对我来说。。
不是一件那么容易的事。。。
我压根底就是不想再去上课。。。
现在罢了咯。。。
没得考试。。。
家人知道了。。
说他们不伤心。。。
那是天大的谎话。。。
看来。。
还是算了吧。。。
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Fact
I tend to write this post after i saw a FB post,
is from one the brother in our PLACE,
There is a FACT that no one can deny
when a place grows bigger,
it is hard to control/care the outer ring,
especially those who are not in popular/leng zai leng lui group.
When this people are left unentertain by others,
and while others are so happily loving each others without their present,
they tend to leave the place easily.
For easier understanding,
take it as the MOLECULE MODEL below.
In the study of Chemistry,
the electron (small black dot) which are at the nearest ring
to the nucleus (green circle) will have the strongest bond,
compare to those electron which are at the outer ring.
The more the ring extend outwards,
the weaker the bond gets,
and is easily break by mere force.
Same principle applies to a PLACE,
when a place is getting bigger,
those who are not in POPULAR group,
they are just like the pity electron at the outer ring,
when they were attack by PROBLEMS,
they tend to leave the place easily,
because of the weak bond between them and the others.
To be honest,
I'm one of the weak bonded electron.
=D
Cheers~
is from one the brother in our PLACE,
There is a FACT that no one can deny
when a place grows bigger,
it is hard to control/care the outer ring,
especially those who are not in popular/leng zai leng lui group.
When this people are left unentertain by others,
and while others are so happily loving each others without their present,
they tend to leave the place easily.
For easier understanding,
take it as the MOLECULE MODEL below.
In the study of Chemistry,
the electron (small black dot) which are at the nearest ring
to the nucleus (green circle) will have the strongest bond,
compare to those electron which are at the outer ring.
The more the ring extend outwards,
the weaker the bond gets,
and is easily break by mere force.
Same principle applies to a PLACE,
when a place is getting bigger,
those who are not in POPULAR group,
they are just like the pity electron at the outer ring,
when they were attack by PROBLEMS,
they tend to leave the place easily,
because of the weak bond between them and the others.
To be honest,
I'm one of the weak bonded electron.
=D
Cheers~
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Someone There
I need someone there,
which can tell me,
that I'm still worthy,
to be the ARMY OF GOD...
right now..
I felt just like a JARHEAD DROPOUT..
Thursday, April 7, 2011
o0o
In the end,
I'm just another asshole,
out of 6.91 billion world population...
not feeling proud of it...
I'm just another asshole,
out of 6.91 billion world population...
not feeling proud of it...
Thursday, March 24, 2011
如果一切可以从来
如果一切可以从来，
我宁可不想拿这个课程，
走到不想走了；
如果一切可以从来，
我会选择在SPM多加努力，
拿好一点的成绩；
如果一切可以从来，
我会选择去PLKN，
不要像现在，
半天吊；
如果一切可以从来，
我宁可做回一个普通人，
什么事都不用理，
安稳的过活，
没有压力；
如果一切可以从来，
我宁可不想爱上她，
想不到暗恋一个人，
是那么的痛苦的，
爱到自己完全不自在，
每当看到她身旁的男生对她有说有笑时，
我会火大，
更何况，
那些人竟然是我的好兄弟；
我知道，
这是因为我不成熟。
如果一切可以从来，
但，
这都只是“如果”。
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